THERE IS SO MUCH I WANT TO SAY.
AND YET SO MUCH THAT I CANNOT SAY.
WHAT THE FUCK IS MY FUCKING PROBLEM.
FUCK MY LIFE TO THE MAX.
ANYONE WHO SEES ME TML, PLEASE KILL ME.
LIKE IMMEDIATELY.
I THINK I HAVE A FUCKED UP LIFE.
WITH FUCKED UP PEOPLE.
AND FUCKED UP THINGS HAPPENING.
THE ONLY PERSON I CAN TALK TO,
IS A COMPLETE STRANGER THAT I DON'T KNOW.
TELL ME, HOW PATHETIC IS MY LIFE.
FUCK IT.
I MSNED SEAN, he told me to fucking me strong and go through this shit AGAIN.
F
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I WANT TO DIE. I swear.
I can't tell anyone except 1 person.
1 stranger.
1 and only person.
FUCK IT.
STRANGER, I LOVE YOU.
REALLY LOVE YOU)#*&$()@^$& (Y)

chels, I'll tell you only friday.
don't worry bout me.
i have a fucked life.