mum and dad's out to paktuo. and me, ridiculously is home alone.
with no food. no nothing. i honestly feel like an idiot.

a few days back, you told me, "you are not alone" and that you're always with me.
now I'm really alone. a l o n e. what to do. I really wish i knew. i really want to know.
i really love you. i really want to talk to you now and work things out.
i don't know how. but i can promise you a million things.
and i can promise never to break any promises.
if you come at show me how, where, why, what.
if you came back to tell me everything.
to fix things with me. i would do anything for you.
i don't mind waking up at 4am, to study with you.
i don't mind, really.
i don't mind waking up at 5am to meet you.
i don't mind anything as long as i'm with you.
i don't care where we go together.
as long as you're beside me.
and i promise, i promise you, i won't ever break your heart.
never ever ever.
she did.
i won't.
not anymore.
i promise.